Exit Wound
she burns my memory
she said
she felt like a whore
when i would leave her body
(her room was accusational when i left )
never knowing
i would have stayed inside her
like a hot tide
frozen and silent
and washed us clean like
baptism
(if i knew)
if only she could see
that i never fucked her
only loved
only
only
only
this
only love.

Mujer
de Rodillas con Vera Original Painting by Diego Rivera
U Like
i
miss u
like
baked earth
aching
begging
clouds to
cry
cool and wet
seep
into the abandoned rhythm of desert
missing
yr musicality
like
i want to kiss that drum
in
yr chest
invoke
yr lips to melody
with
eyes shut tight
burn
solos into the
wetness
of yr funkiest groove's mouthpiece
missing
u
like
a motherfucker
fiendin'
to bow eternal symphonies into
the
don't stop of yr hip hop
grip
your bass and
swim
in u
deep
so
very deep
so
historically deep
we
could birth
the
mightiest most beautiful
tribe
missing
u till
my
hands have used
my
manhood to sketch mantras of
yr
name to the air
over
and over
until
i snowed u gloriously
patterning
the rug with
memories
of yr body
and
mine making
69
cookie cutter paisleys
into
grateful bedsheets
missing
u like delta blues
sung
mournful
in
the jim crow mississippi of my soul
drowning
in amber waves of liquor
to
renounce this rabid patriotism
to
erase yr religion
needing
to forget
my
palms' longing to be
congregation
to the
sacred
sacred soft
this
craving to inhale u
to
hold my breath
and
keep u inside ME
for
the most precious of seconds.
i
miss u like
this
black hole
chasm
emptiness
the
echoes of me
screaming
through my
dreams
til i awaken spent
and
sticky
with
the addiction of u
glistening
on my lips
yr
thighs imprinted on the face
of
my dream's reminiscence
leaving
a vacancy that yawns
and
grows and smells like u
missing
u like
i
can't recall the words
or
maybe they're insufficient
so
i hum, moan and
pray
u on my knees holding myself
to
keep the explosion at bay
my
arms encircling me
fingers
a uniting of nations
forcing
the war drums down
missing
u like
u
are oxygen and there is
no
breath left inside me
so
i just
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