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It
is
the
twenty-first
century
and
yet
we
find
ourselves
firmly
entrenched
in
the
Dark
Ages.
Sexuality
has
once
again
been
relegated
to
the
gutter,
the
smut
sites
and
the
sex
shops.
We
say
nothing
is
forbidden
while
we
smirk
behind
our
hands
and
trod
with
violence
upon
everything
we
claim
to
have
liberated.
We
have
liberated
nothing.
We
are
willing
slaves
to
our
own
cowardice.
To
be
liberated
would
mean
that
we
have
accepted
ourselves
for
who
and
what
we
are,
which
is
NOT
pseudo-intellectual
apes
doing
our
best
to
overcome
our
“urges.”
To
be
liberated
would
mean
that
we
were
truly
free,
free
of
pretense,
free
of
fear,
free
of
fig
leaves.
We’ve
got
a
long
ways
to
go.
In
the
long
millennia
since
the
insatiable
hunger
for
power
first
perverted
the
teachings
of
Christ,
we
have
gained
only
one
thing
and
that
is
the
word
“fuck.”
It
is
2003,
and,
yes,
we
may
now
say,
“fuck”
on
national
television.
We
have,
in
fact,
fucked
ourselves
so
loudly
and
so
well
that
we
have
lost
the
most
precious
element
of
our
humanity:
true
eroticism.
We
have
come
to
a
place
of
two
extremes
where
eros
no
longer
exists
and
left
in
its
place
are
only
obscenity
in
one
corner,
and
Puritanism
in
the
other,
neither
of
which
are
suitable
substitutes
for
that
which
is
the
very
essence
of
the
human
spirit.
By
striking
down
sexuality,
I
believe
we
have
also
eradicated
compassion
and
understanding
for
fellow
human
beings.
We
have
locked
ourselves
down,
turning
a
cynic’s
face
to
the
ugliness
and
pain
encompassing
our
world.
We
have,
in
short,
lost
the
ability
to
give
a
shit,
because
without
sexuality/sensuality/eros,
we
lose
our
vulnerability.
We
become
hard,
shellacked
and
impenetrable.
What
is
more
powerful
than
the
heated
core
of
human
sexuality?
I
say
that
there
is
nothing
else
for
it
is
our
very
drive
to
pleasure,
our
ability
to
find
and
pursue
beauty.
It
is
what
allows
us
to
consume
and
be
consumed
within
the
radiant
light
of
each
other.
It
is
so
much
more
than
the
cheap
turn-on
and
obligatory
thrill
our
current
society
makes
it
out
to
be.
There
is
nothing
objectionable
in
human
nature,
no
matter
how
much
and
how
often
we
have
been
taught
to
think
so.
Who
told
us
that
we
were
inherently
flawed
and
that
original
sin
would
damn
our
souls
to
hell?
Whoever
they
were,
they
lied.
Masturbation
will
not
make
you
blind
and
embracing
the
vulnerable
but
beautiful
depths
of
your
erotic
identity
will
neither
shame
nor
confine
you.
Sexuality
is
not
naturally
lewd,
violent
or
ugly
and,
it
is
only
fear
that
makes
us
think
of
it
in
such
a
manner.
Sexuality
is
not
about
control
over
others
or
ourselves,
as
the
BD/SM
crowd
would
have
us
think.
We
are
not
simply
a
bundle
of
reactions,
sicknesses
or
phobias.
It
is
fear
of
our
own
nature,
of
the
human
animal,
that
sends
us
screaming
into
our
closets.
It
requires
great
courage
to
stand
up
in
the
face
of
mass
delusion
and
say,
“I
am...
and
I
am
beautiful”,
to
say
that
we
our
more
than
our
urges,
more
than
our
genetic
makeup,
more
than
what
we
have
allowed
circumstances
to
bring
us
to
in
our
lives.
That
spark
--the
light
in
our
eyes,
the
human
spirit
itself--
is
the
red-hot
fire
of
our
sexuality.
We
must
not
turn
our
backs
on
that
which
makes
us
human.
We
must
not
conform
to
those
mourning-clad
effigies
of
self-destruction
and
hatred
that
lure
us
with
the
bittersweet
candy
of
alleged
futility.
We
MUST
NOT
wield
whips
of
any
form
or
essence
in
order
to
flagellate
each
other
and
ourselves
for
our
natural
desires.
Instead,
I
propose
that
we
live,
that
we
live
loudly
and
well.
I
want
us
to
turn
our
faces
to
the
sun
and
take
in
the
joy
that
we
were,
every
one
of
us,
meant
to
experience.
The
origins
of
The
Divine
Animal
arise
from
my
own
need
to
rend
the
fearful
mask
that
the
centuries
have
placed
upon
Eros
and
his
consorts.
I
am
sick
to
death
of
the
pathetic
caricatures
who
call
themselves
bearers
of
sexuality
and
the
erotic,
but
who
actually
glorify
the
destruction
and
death
of
body,
mind
and
soul.
I
wish
to
portray
the
beauty
and
strength
of
the
human
spirit.
I
wish
to
resurrect
the
knowledge
that
we
are
all
born
with:
that
life
is
beautiful
and
the
essential
foundation
of
life
is
to
be
found
within
the
conduit
of
our
own
sexuality.
I
wish
to
transcend
genre
and
label.
I
want
to
touch
you
with
my
fingers,
my
unclenched
hand,
so
that,
as
Adrienne
Rich
says
in
her
poem
“Leaflets”,
we
may
experience
life
without
caution
the
only
worth
living
love
for
a
man
love
for
a
woman
love
for
the
facts
protectless
that
self-defense
be
not
the
arm’s
first
motion
This
is
the
divine
animal:
my
body
and
your
body
entwined
with
no
motive
but
pleasure,
but
love,
but
the
beauty
that
two
human
souls
can
create
when
they
merge
into
a
single
ray
of
blinding
light.
We
are
gentle
and
we
are
fierce.
We
are
earthy,
musky,
and
we
are
completely
free
of
pretense.
We
dive
in,
naked
to
the
necessary
and
immutable
beauty
of
life
and
living.
Ecstasy
is
the
rational
goal
of
all
human
experience.
If
we
are
not
here
to
be
happy,
then
what
are
we
here
for?
Certainly
not
to
suffer
or
to
just
“get
by.”
As
for
myself,
I
will
not
settle
for
misery
or
semi-subdued
mediocrity.
I
must
swallow
life
in
great
gasps.
I
must
know
myself
for
all
that
I
am
and
I
must
know
that
I
CAN
and
WILL
fly.
We
have
embarked
upon
a
strange
and
seemingly
futile
journey.
There
may
be
only
a
few
who
will
even
hear
us
or
worse
yet,
WANT
to
hear
us.
Nonetheless,
we
feel
that
this
journal
holds
within
it
a
vision
of
ourselves
that
is
desperately
needed
by
a
great
many
who
have
never
heard
any
perspective
outside
of
the
current
eroto-babble.
We
must
be
free
ourselves
of
this
slavery
and
finally
rid
ourselves
of
the
implication
of
guilt
for
being
simply
and
unerringly
human.
We
advocate
the
expression
of
life
in
its
highest
form,
and
that
is
the
writhing
body
of
the
divine
animal.
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